Valmiki Ramayana Yuddha Kanda Sarga 12 Shloka 17
Original Shlokaक्रोधहर्षसमानेनदुर्वर्णकरणेनच ।।6.12.17।। शोकसन्तापनित्येनकामेनकलुषीकृतः ।
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क्रोधहर्षसमानेन: is equal in anger and happiness, दुर्वर्णकरणेनच: makes one pale, शोकसन्तापनित्येन: either in grief or agony, कामेन: by passion, कलुषीकृतः disturbed.
"I have been disturbed by passion, which is equal in anger or happiness and makes one pale in grief or agony."